After W went to her bedroom, I let the dogs out and went to my bedroom. Much easier to post from a laptop than a cell phone.

I am still amazed not that she filed, but the way she did it and had me served.

I dealt well with my anger and resentment. I just couldn't even look at her. The thought of being in the same room with her right now is unpleasant.

I spoke to the kids and made a lot of extra effort to be near them, hug them, kiss them and just be a dad. She can't take that from me.

Maybe the sadness will hit me a little later. Right now, I'm just angry and unbelievably disappointed in the way she is proceeding. But, if she wants real, it's about to get real.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current