Fear of how I would be judged today and shame at how far I truly allowed myself to fall back then...

However I am thinking about it more and more lately and no matter how low I got then, I would still rather keep someone from that kind of life.

Maybe it is a sign because it sure has been on my mind an awful lot these last few weeks.

The book isn't based on my experience here rather my experience as a drug addict.

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~