Thanks everyone. Pretty big blow today. But, I WILL handle it and make it through this. You guys here have been more help to me than you can ever imagine (but, you DO understand how much you mean to me b/c many of you have been or are where I am right now).
Today is my dad's birthday (he passed away in 2003). So, this wasn't the best day for this to happen, but there is never a good time for it to happen.
I have called my C to make an appointment. I will go home tonight and be a MAN. Which means I will not show any weakness to her (at this point she doesn't deserve that pleasure).
I will enjoy my children then get some sleep. And I'm banking on the sun coming up to morrow. I will then move forward on retaining an attorney. And stay busy.
I will probably need to lean on you guys more than I have in a while, but I will keep moving forward. For me and for my kids.
Thank you all for your support. I don't know where I would be today without this place.