Come across something interesting today. My H was at my shop helping to fix my ceiling. While he was here he cleaned out his wallet and his truck. He gave me some trash and asked if I could shred it for him. I said sure and then went to plug my shredder in. I dropped some of what he gave me and I saw written on something in his handwriting. It was a poem. I could only make out parts of it. Said some things like him missing someone and his heart hurting...etc. I quickly put it in the shredder. It was on a paycheck stub dating back to June 09. So, Im guessing he werent writing that to me....as of June he still werent over the OW. Guess he was attempting to get her back with a poem at that time because she had just left her H. But then she quickly moved on with someone else. I have to be careful...I know this. He once told me however that he wouldnt come back if he thought he would be tempted to leave me for her again. Maybe...idk. He really has seemed so different over the last month. More like the old him. He has stopped by my shop every day he has been off the last week or so on the days I have been here...just to talk or whatever. Im seeing changes in him. Its weird...but nice. I just hope it lasts....funny, he even forgot he had therapy yesterday and missed it! He seems to be needing it less.

I hope this is just a good start for the new year!

Last edited by kissak; 01/05/10 09:27 PM.
Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10