He has not said either way whether or not he wants to work on M. I didn't press any issues with that and have steered completely clear of the topic. I figure if he does, he will certainly tell me and if he doesn't he will make that clear as well.
I think as it stands now, I do have a "live in". I don't know for sure if the affair has ended. I've refrained from asking and I haven't snooped because he is smart enough now to cover his tracks with the cell phone and texts and such. I guess I figure, what's the point? Also, if he catches me, I will have poked the bear a little more.
He has been spotty with anger and happiness with me. He barely spoke to me this morning and then I got a text from him while I was in the office that said "good luck today" referring to a job interview I have. I'm back in DB mode again and refraining from OW and relationship talks. I also have not called or texted him and he has backed off of me as well since now he pretty much gets his fill of me since we are in the same home. I've contemplated closing the door to the master bedroom when I am home, but haven't done that yet because it would probably just be construed as being childish by him.
We'll see how things go this evening. Our dogs are going to be doped up because they are having their teeth cleaned. Since they are older, the sedation is alawys tough on them, but I don't expect him to be very helpful to me this evening with our "fur children".
Still hoping for a miracle and praying everyday for my husband to be well again.
