Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Things going to be interesting now. Last night, unexpected phone call of a suicide by a subordinate worker of W. Tough situation. To this point, it appears she is coming to me for support not OM. She talked to me about it last night, and I just mainly listened. When we got in bed finally way, way late, she immediately came over to me to be held and fell asleep that way laying on me and then a hug goodbye this morning (first time in probably 9+ months).

This will probably throw everything off track and observations of signs by me out the window.

I have a priority in my life though at the moment, and that is to help W get thru this rough times as long as she will allow it. So far, she has. She has opened up a little and reached out a little for emotional and physical support.

She even asked for help this morning getting things together...way out of the norm, she has been on an independent, I don't need your help for anything kick for a while now, so when she asks if I mind helping her, I notice.