Ride this and I think you have dropped the rope on your (old) M but truthfully I doubt you have dropped it on her YET.
Why do you say that? I'm also wondering - if I drop the rope, jeez, is that it game over ... that worries me and excites me at the same time.
P, I'm exploring these same feelings. I've dropped the rope on the M, and there's maybe a little string still attached to WAH. I loved cutter's description of spidery tingles, exactly how I felt yesterday when I received a TM thinking it was a nasty-gram from WAH. He still has an effect on me. But, I think the love might be gone. It's the history, the lack of closure, the betrayal that keeps me from a complete dropping of the rope. My pain is still there, but much, much less than it used to be. I'm feeling excitement about getting the pain over with and finally closing the door yet that is a scary feeling too.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
