Well P lets go ask them to chim in all our stiches. Create a request in new commers for them to come here and give us an update and offer suggestions for improvement and what to expect next.
P.S.
You are in depression now. Look at your symptoms.
I would suggest that you set your alarm clock early starting tomorrow and get your butt out of bed and go for a good walk to get your body going. Time to fight your depression. Gal it and 180 it. Make sure you drink 7 to 10 glasses of water. Drink 1 glass as soon as you wake up. One while on the walk. One when you get back. Then drink water during the day.
Stop on the booze for awhile. I know you do not drink much. But just stop on it for a little while.
Exercise. If you start to feel down. Go out and walk it off. Do an evening walk as well.
Fight this while you work through it.
This is a great chance to show yourself how strong you are.
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