It's complicated but it's mine #28

[kat727]

Wow, this forum is getting busy Not good in my humble opinion though I know most marriages don't make it and why.

Anywho, I am trying to think of someways to get my life where I want it to be. The new year is as good a reason as any. I know I spend a good deal of time with the kids and I am torn on that one. I know one or two nights a week out for a couple of hours won't hurt but I still feel like I need to keep on them and help with homework.

S14 has helped a great deal on the house and is anxious for me to paint the living room. I just hate painting but I know it is cheaper to do it myself. I suppose that is as good as place as any to get started.

I try to think back to how I felt when I was married and I do remember trying to figure out what to do with my life but it always included my family. Other than that, I think my thoughts were taken up by family obligations and schedules. Isn't it strange that I don't really remember?

kat