Any tips to deal with Jealousy on my part

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Didnt really have any friends as being a father and husband was all I really ever needed and wanted. I have that all my time.

I was contacted by the sister of my old best friend but he is having worse problems than me ironically so Ill hold off.

I have family to help me with this so Im good there.

Cant afford a C right now. Looks like I will now be living paycheck to paycheck. Once she divorces me she gets a nice VA check from her fist husbands death to supplement her paycheck. So she will be in much better shape than me. It may be one of the motivating factors behind her wanting to divorce me ASAP.