Mixed Signals or is this Limbo Land

[MHL]

For me the hard time is fixing dinner for my kids. My W exclusively did that, not much else but it reminds me of her absense and that is hard. Work is hard b/c I can not concentrate but am trying to focus on positives and keep the PMA that "I will get my wife back" and envision that instead of "I can't believe this is happening to me and my family". I do not know what will happen but I know what I want to happen and thinking about that instead of the worst helps me stay upbeat.