Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

I spent some time out of the house last night by myself. What is SO strange is that when I'm home I want to escape and when I'm out I want to go home. I am able to think more clearly when I am by myself however. I know I need to get mentally ready for "the talk." I'm trying SO hard to visualize myself remaining calm and collected. I DO know that I'm not going to say that we both want out of the marriage because I DO NOT. I'm also not going to say divorce but separation instead. I pray every day for the strength to say the right words to both my daughter and my MLC husband. Truth be told, I'm hoping for a miracle to happen before that day.