Hey Mish, thanks! His appointment is Monday. He's been a lot brighter just lately actually, thankfully.

Michelle, K! We'd love to adopt..but I dont know whether we would be acceptable to adopt in the UK, with his depression and my debts !?? Maybe we could aim to adopt a second, 1 baby would be a blessing at my age!

I've been nosing through the phone bill records and he was calling her most days, for a minute or two (to make arrangements? Why does that hurt even now!?) interestingly, often on Saturday late mornings, Sunday afternoons.. so I was right they really didnt spend alot of time together and not all weekend. He said they didnt.

and.. he phoned her briefly on my birthday, but he didnt phone me. Why does that hurt so much!? Feeling a bit aggrieved today.. I think I will tell him later. Plus there are still 3 large format photos here she gave him, one of them hugging. He doesnt realise they are still in the house. I think he should get rid of them?


Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
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