since i've stopped being dark, h and i speak somewhat, most of it arguing or him saying what he will do, me asking for schedules.

i just found out that i have a week of time on the books and that's all i will be paid when i go on maternity leave. so i either have to come back after the surgery after a week, of get h to step up, hmm which one do i beleive will happen without out a doubt, me having to return to work with a week old baby. YEAH. that' s my sarcasim.

if i speak to h about it, he will give this comment, well i'll try to help you out....help me out, arg! that is what you are supposed to do whether together or not,.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline