DID XH M OW or not??

[peacetoday]

hi friends
H remains dark
he doesnt answer his phone ever
no contact with kids for maybe about 2 months?
they still ask abaout him
That part is very sad and stressful for them as they wonder if x is ok?
and so do I??

I tell them repeatedly that God is her e for us
we can pray for X
and hopeful;ly he will figure things out
sometimes people get sick and they have to figure things out themselves
its not their fault

My S8 asks me to marry BF so he can have a da
I just listen
I am not getting M not now or anytime soon and probably not to BF although we have a lot of fun together and things go very smoothly..probably the smoothest R Ive ever had
no demands..no negativity
all other areas in my life remain very good
work is good
and I feel happy and fulfilled in many ways

XH darkness concerns me
I dont know if we will ever speak with him again
I am coming to terms with this and preparing to raise my kids alone with no help frm X
I sense God is behind me