Ok so everyone was right.

the guy that I thought she was close with -- I looked at the phone bill and there are hundreds and hundreds of texts...

she said she was glad because now she doesn't have to hide it, that he is "just a friend" actually her "best friend" now...

reminder again that she is 4 hours away in another town...

ugly conversations last night, all the same about how I NEVER respected, loved, or cared for her in the 10 years that we were together, never wanted to be with the boys, never never never...

reaching rock bottom soon I imagine.

what next?