gima,

I had the opportunity to do alot of thinking today. I am at the point where I THINK I am comfortable saying that my M is over, and there is no hope to repair it.

Now, I must begin the next part of this journey, and start to plan for a future w/o my W.

Hope is something that has repeatedly kicked me square in the N.U.T.S.

I begin to heal - tonight. I will no longer let her hurt me by making me feel bad for what she has done. I take back that power from her. She has NO power over me anymore.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

SoldierDad