I think it is time to admit to myself that no matter what I do, no matter what I think, no matter what I say, I can't help my Wife.

I desperately want her to get help for her "problems", but I can't MAKE her.

I can feel myself losing hope. I can feel myself getting closer to the realization that what I want, isn't what I get.

I don't want to lose my W, but I think I have finally realized that I already have.

I don't recognize her anymore. I don't know her anymore. She isn't the woman I married.

I want to work on our Marriage. I want her to want to work on our Marriage. It just isn't ever going to happen, I know that now.

I have to live my life for me and my boys. My Wife is no longer my wife.

Last edited by SoldierDad; 01/05/10 08:40 AM.
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Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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