Any tips to deal with Jealousy on my part

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For me?

Losing weight, jogging every night after work.
Spending time with my Son.

Reading up on relationships and recognizing my personality faults so I can change them.

Reconnecting with family that I have lost touch with. That felt good. They are now there for me.

Three years is a long time. I may feel very different then but I will always have feelings for her so it will still hurt if she goes. I have even started working on a letter for her as a last request to give us a chance. Ill hold it and give it to her three years from now.

If she goes then that will be the end of it I guess. I will find another mate if I havent already done so. I am a man with needs after all.

I will hold on to my vows as long as I can but can't guarantee anything. And I honestly think she could care less anyway.

I am still hopefull that something like wifeleft2009 posted will happen. Maybe she will snap out of it.