Sandi, thanks for the reply.....I do need a little advice....We are supposed to get together tomorrow night to talk about things...My thinking is to just lay everything out and let her know she is free to do whatever she feels she needs to do....I guess she will do that regardless....I feel I need to tell her I am still open to trying to make this work, but she is free to live her life however she sees fit.....I am tired of the limbo and want to move on.....I know if she would look at the big picture, she might feel that way too, but right now, she can only see what is making her feel good....
The thing is, she is not feeling good, but she is constantly searching for what will make her feel good...I guess that is not me, but I honestly don't know what it is.....I guess the time has come to really let her go and let her deal with all this herself......This is hard for me, but I know it must be done.......We could have a good thing, but she won't let that happen.....A guy can only take so much rejection and I think I have had my fill.....I only hope she will find the happiness she has searched for all her life......Nothing I have done has accomplished that and sadly, I don't think there is a man on earth that can do it either.....It's out of my hands.....She is on her own...
