I avoid him and he comes in the room later to ask me, "are you ok?" (hasn't asked me anything like that lately) and I say, "no I'm not." He comes over and says, "I don't wanna fight"...I say, "me either" I say...come here and we hug and he gives me a kiss. We can't get our sh*t together huh? what is wrong with this?? this was good!
This morning just a matter of fact morning but when he goes to leave he puts his arm around me and kisses me and tells me to have a good day. I don't know. another positive
Then I find an email this morning from a woman from the office that says she can't wait to talk to her friend tomorrow is not coming fast enough! I call him on and ask him. He denies anything (of course) he says, 'I've done nothing wrong." I am a fool for wanting to believe him but I know it can't be the truth. it doesn't matter what he's done, and you snooping is only going to make it harder for you. you know it's a possibility, no reason to snoop more right now.
He is texting me back and forth while driving (he never does that) to tell me I have nothing to worry about. I don't know what to think anymore. I just don't. don't think about that anymore, it won't do you any good. focus on what your suppose to focus on!
He leaves tomorrow morning for his two week business trip. I'm sure she is going so that will be nice for me to think about. I think I'll puke out a lung on that one. again, don't focus on this, it doesn't matter right now. focus on having fun and being full of life!
Well...guys I don't know but it seems things are winding down for me - we shall see where this goes.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
