She wants to have the immediate future better defined for her sanity. She wants the roles defined.(what we will do, how we will act) I think b/c she is not used to me being confident. She did not bring it up tonight though. She normally needs to have a plan of how to continue.



She was acting strange tonight. I made the decision to come home from work a little early. (20 min) I made dinner (normal) cleaned up the kitchen (180) and W got son ready for bed. After he was asleep she came over to the couch and gave me a kiss. This is the first time she made an affectionate gesture in months. She noticed that while she was away I took some construction trash to the landfill that has been sitting for months. She said that she wanted to ML. I had told her last night that I thought it was best if we refrained from ML for a while and that I was still trying to sort out my feelings. I have always been the one to initiate ML.(180?)

Can change happen this fast?

"The first step in the acquisition of wisdom is silence, the second listening, the third memory, the fourth practice, the fifth teaching others."
Solomon Ibn Gabriol