Well, I was doing pretty good today but my S14 admitted to me earlier that he cried when his Dad left yesterday and has been crying off and on since H left. S14 has hidden that so well. My DIL said that SS27 wants to know "what the hell his Dad's problem is?". DIL said she saw H at therapy today and he said "hi" but she was still with her therapist so she didn't have a chance to talk to him. She said she called his phone 2x and he didn't answer and didn't call her back. Here I have been dealing with this for 4mos and sort of got a handle on it but seeing how it is affecting everyone else is very upsetting. I've been reading on how I am supposed to handle myself but how do I handle watching everyone else's pain???
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
