Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I knew this was coming, I did. But, I had no idea that she was going to jsut flick a switch, and go right back to where we were. Evidently all that we talked about-the tears, the hugs, the trembling, were just BS. That is hard to take, as it felt genuine.

Now that she is back at work, friends around her, things back to "normal", no pesky responsible husband in the way-she becomes Linda Blair and her head spins in circles and spews pea soup at me.

I dunno, it all seems so unfair to me, and my stupid expectations.

I just need to accept the fact that I am getting divorced from this W, and that is that.