Not Me...Ever part 2

[Gardener]

Serenity,

I dreamed I was by friends all but abandoned
I dreamed I was alone but for my scars
And blinded by the tears that fell like water
No more to see my bright morning star

And that is how I feel when I lay my head down at night.

I prefer to picture you like this:

I finally slept peacefully and awoke to watch the sunrise...It was freezing outside but I took my coffee out there on the porch and watched God wake up the world - In that moment, my decision had been firmly made.

when I read and listen to this:

I woke to find every window open
I woke to find the heavy door ajar
And I walked outside and stood upon the hilltop
And gazed once more on a bright morning star

I walked outside and every bird was singing
As I found again my bright morning star