Reading your post about your decision made me cry. At work!!! I had to shut the door to my office and collect myself.
I know how much you wanted another outcome and I know that this decision was not taken lightly. I was so moved by your words that I am now at a loss for words.
You will make it. You are blessed and a blessing. I hope you don't leave these Boards because we need our Serenity (crying again, mascara running,looking like a racoon).
Oh, when I get my thoughts together I will post to you again.