K4D It's a Wonderful Life

[K4D]

Look,

This entire thing is wrong. It is all wrong. It is plainly and simply wrong.

But I can't control any of it. I know that. Just because I may want to have some input and control when it comes to my kids on what they are being forced to deal with, I know that I really don't have any input and I certainly don't have any control over it. I have feelings and opinions, but I know that a judge will decide everything if it comes to that and I will be left with whatever his/her decision ends up being.

I understand the reality of life. I don't have to like it and I don't have to have the same opinion as everyone else. And for that matter, I won't.

But I do have to accept what is and is not within my own control. I do accept that. But it doesn't mean that I would not at least try and see what my options were to protect my kids what I consider not to be in the best interest for their well being regardless of anyone else's opinion. The door is pretty well shut on me having a say in it. I accept it. It frusturates me, but I accept it since there is no other alternative but to accept it. I won't be happy about it and I have every right to not be happy about it. I am not just going to change my belief on something just because it is different than what someone else chooses to believe unless I happen to think they are right and I am wrong which happens quite often, but won't happen with this when it comes to my kids.

It is my opinion and beliefs. Sorry it doesn't match up with others. Thank God it doesn't match up with everyone else. Then I really would feel like a clone.

Kevin