I still hurt so very much but over time that will grow to something else.
I can't allow him to control me/my emotions anymore...
He will never know the extent of the damage he did by his actions and I am ok with that as well...
I can walk with my head held high knowing I did everything I could to save my marriage and if I die tomorrow, God will know I did my very best and that is the place I needed to get to.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~