Okay, so I took my lashings on here and took them seriously, believe me! Well, I gotta say, I'm confused by the events of the past few days for sure and don't really know what to think of it.
Here goes, obviously, I confronted the OW. He says the affair has ended since I spoke to her, but he still needs his space. Okay.... I heard a noise downstairs on Saturday morning. It was my H and he came over unannounced and proclaimed to me that he was moving back in the house. I gently protested, but he said that he was moving back and that was that and he still needed his space from me. This is the first time in months he's made any sort of definative and exclamatory statement about his intentions. Things have been tense to say the very least. After he pounded his chest about coming home, he was very nice to me and we even had lunch together. Also, he went out that evening and returned home by 10:30.
Sunday, we stayed away from each other most of the day after I went to church. He was a bit snippy with me in passing and I didn't react. Things cooled down a bit by the evening and he even came across the hallway from the guest room into the master bedroom to check on me and make sure I was doing okay (????). Now, this morning, anger has kicked in again about the OW and now I can't quite make heads or tails of it. Up and downs every day.
Yes, I have a few regrets about confronting the OW, but what's done is done. I do take responsibility for it and I am prepared for what comes out of it. A low moment, but I am still hopeful that our marriage is worth saving through all the pain and the hurt that has been caused by both of us.
