Regarding your friend being introduced to the girls and our coversation about it. My feelings surrounding it may be different than yours. But I want you to know that I do acknowledge and respect your own rights and wishes to make your own choices on what works for you and your life.
Kevin
Sending this would only reenforce her feelings that you are a weak and someone she can return to easily if she ever decides.
I understand your need to not sit by idle. It is very hard to not try to do something.
