Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

Hello friends,
I'm still here.....I'm really struggling....he is moving out
very soon now.....I'm just SO tired....our little guy is so young...I cried and cried last night when he got me up in the
night due to teething. I know in my heart that the road ahead
is all uphill. I'm distancing myself emotionally because I have to in order to save my sanity. Any day now we are going to have "the talk" with our daughter (age 9.) Just thinking about that day makes me sick to my stomach. I told him he could only
take out of the house what he brought into our marriage. Just thinking about OW touching anything he and I have owned makes me want to throw up.