DONT read into what I said. As her still having LOVING feelings. The fact that she still tells you these things means something. Whether it's because she ENJOYS HURTING you or not is for you to determine. You might have hurt her in the past so much that this is all a big game to her. That she enjoys hurting you. Regardless of why? IT IS WHAT IT IS. She is checked out towards you. SHOW HER that YOU are CHECKED OUT as well. Show her the RESPECT by giving her the FREEDOM she is asking for. Most people when they get what they are asking or BEGGING for dont know what to do once they get it. That is the only move I think you have at this point. Or you just STAY STUCK for this year too!
Not to mention, getting help for your ADDICTIVE/OCD PERSONALITY.
