(((peace))) Your encouragement always means so much to me. Thank you. Sorry I have not been there for you...I hope you and your kids are doing well and enjoyed the holidays.
I think I just need to focus on me now and let whatever is going to happen, just happen. The events of the last few days really threw me even though I must say they were somewhat expected. I am feeling stronger today.
I know you and snodderly are right and that my H isn't totally done. I don't want him back if he isn't completely committed to this. I don't want him back if he is still looking for excuses as to why he doesn't want to be here.
I am just in wait and see mode. I'm not going dark but I don't think I should make any attempts to contact him. What do you think?
You are absolutely right that no matter what happens, I will be ok...more than ok!
