why do I want to be with her? Other than keeping our family intact, I have no answer.
That's the real question isn't it? It's difficult sorting out the love of your family from your M, since they are supposed to be one and the same. It's gotta be painful to see that they can be different(family/M).
I've spent a lot of time these past months reading about kids and divorce I'm sure we all do. Although it's sad that the divorce rate is around 50 percent, it does mean that your kids will be familiar with divorce from at least a few of their friends/classmates. Their generation seems to handle the divorce of the parents better than previous generations. When it's handled with honor and integrity (I liked mishka's reply!) your kids will at least learn from your example about handling tough times.
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