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[K4D]

Stuck,

I never wanted a D. I don't want a D. I just began to think I had no other choice once she started introducing my kids to her "friend".

I would prefer to efficiently DB. That is my goal. I don't have the money to go after a custody fight and there is no guarantee I would win. Infact, it could swing the other way. I stand to lose big time even if I could come up with the money. I think that is pretty much God closing the door on that one.

Ultimately, I just want to DB the heck out of this and eventually win my W back and my family back. That is what would be best for all of us in the end.

I did hit great frusturation last week. There is no question about that. And it did finally push me to stand up to W. I will continue to try and find a balance of standing up to her when necessary and trying to DB to the best of my abilities.

With God's help and good advice and obtaining goals one step at a time, I can do this. There can't be anymore laying down for just anything for W anymore. She did hit a ground that I will not lay down for anymore.

She kept stepping over every single line because I was allowing her to. This one I finally stood my ground. But I was not rude to her or anything like that. I was firm but nice. She got the message.

Kevin