h was here all day yesterday...kids were excited as usual but surprisingly went about their own things with xmas games and all...
h made a comment and I simply stated, well its your presence that they need, I dont think they are gonna be on top of you the whole time you are around. they are happy you are "home", but busy with their own little things...
kinda felt bad but what does he expect?
i did my own thing for about an hour and a half...he sat in front of the tv.
after my phone calls, shower and getting dinner going i sat and watched a movie with him. Rendition, it was a pretty good one so nothing gained nothing lost...
he was talking of spending more time here...for the kids on a more regular basis...i said that would be good for them.
ya know...we have an extra bedroom. I had mentioned it months ago and he simply states that he "cant"
im not sure as to what that meant, or means.
even if the 2 of us moved slowly or sometimes hardly at all, it would be better for the girls to atleast see him daily again. with the weather now it sometimes hinders that...
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
