So Mercury (ruler of communications, phone calls, messages the internet etc) is going BACKWARDS right now, returning, revisting, re-, ie about the past. I have been asking bf for the phone bill details for months.. we have been getting our joint bills/logins shared again since i moved back in and this is the last thing I couldnt access.
I suspect its because he knew the back catalogue of phonecalls are all listed.. he just sent me the password and sure enough I searched and found phonecalls to her pre May.. lots, every other day and it made my stomach turn over and feel sick.. then I realised how stupid that was.He was in an R with her, so why get worked up that he phoned her! Interesting though, I see all the calls from the past when Mercury is retrograde (nerd!)
Still, it was upsetting to see her numbers pop up so frequently. Most of the calls would have been on his mobile to her and I dont have access to his bills. A tiny part of me still worries occasionally, but I can honestly say I DO trust him completely again.
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread