just got back from the store and bought the digital recorder, a friend has been telling me to get one for a couple of weeks now but i naively thought no way W would go there, boy was I wrong. Thanks for weighing in on this, one of my goals that I have set for myself is to keep my self respect and dignity thru this whole thing. I have been labeled a "boy" p***y*, not a man, a-hole, horrible human being, narcissist, etc... Other than one slip up over Christmas where W asked "how christmas was with my parents, oh wait you only have 1 left b/c your dad killed himself b/c he did not want to be with you just like me." Oh. My. God. Pure evil. Despicable. I lost it on her and yelled back who was she to cast judgement on meand my family when hers is acting this way.... I feel alot of embarassment and shame that I am even in this situation why could I not see this 6-7 years ago and not even gone down this road with her? Nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed about. Cut yourself some humane slack. You deserve it.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
