OK, not going to freak about OW - it's probably purely in my head at this point.
Also, back in waiting 24/48 hr. mode. Over xmas, H responded to my statement that I might take S skiing for a night that H would also like to go. When I brought up a good day to go this week, H backslid and said "It's not a good idea, it's complicated." I'm on little sleep so I'm keeping my mouth shut. But I do feel sad. H was the one that originally brought up joining us, something I didn't expect until he offered, then I got my expectations up. As GIMA always says, no expectations.
Had a good weekend with H and S so I don't want to rock the boat. So I guess I'm back to going alone with S and not saying anything to H. But it hurts. I keep feeling despondent - like what if this is it? We never move past friends? Feeling impatient, I guess.
