My question is this, I want to mastubate but I feel guilty if I do. Is that odd, normal, what?????
It's odd that at your age that it is even a question. I know that as Americans we have all sorts of sexual hangups, but unless you've lived an extremly sexually repressed life, this is not the sort of question that I would expect from a grown adult. Maybe someone half your age that is questioning all the rules of ones parents and the socialization with and by your elders and peers.
For example, if you imagined yourself with your wife even though she is unavailable, would you still feel "guilty?" After all, she is still your wife, you still love her and still want her. So, would imagining yourself being pleased by her something worthy of all the effort for guilt? I think not.
And if she was a willing partner you'd be pleasuring yourself in the act with her, right? So, what is there to feel guilty about, especailly if you were wishing you were with her? What's going to happen to you when you have your first intensively erotic dream about her? It's going to happen, you can count on it.
Masturbate or masturbate not. Choose and accept the choice you've made as an adult.
Last sex: 04/06/1997 Last attempt: 11/11/1997 W Issues "No Means No" Declaration: 11/11/1997 W chooses to terminate sex 05/1998 I gained 60, then lost 85 pounds. Start running again (marathons)
