I've been a mess with the depression over the separation. I just don't understand why I feel so alone and sad. I use to be the strong one and now I'm failing fast. That's why I haven't even been on here. I made a mistake by telling H about not even giving my S19 a card for Christmas and we got into it big time. Remember he raised him.
It happened 2 days after Christmas when he brought D13 home from his house and she came in and ran upstairs with her presents so my son wouldn't see them. And now I haven't heard from him since last Monday.
I don't know where to go from here. I texted him and told him that I will not bother him anymore and that I was sorry for getting upset and if he wants to call or text he can. Did I do the wrong thing? I'm so messed up. They changed my antidepressants to try to make me feel better but I don't yet and all I do is cry anymore.
