The mourning does take time. Last week I was doing so well and then wham, I feel like I have been sent back a few steps.
I too would have a hard time being friends with the man my H has become. I just don't trust him much at all anymore, not a good quality in a friendship. It has been hard with H becoming increasingly aware when things are "wrong" with me and then wanting to know (boy is that a change from the beginning of 2009!). He actually has gotten upset a couple of times the last few days when I wouldn't really say, but how can I trust him? I really can't say if it has anything to do with him.
