Yes I have.. I always do... "Never let the Sun set on your anger", I have been good about that.
Problem: "I always do"... I have done this to W more than a couple of times. I treated W like one of the guys, not like the beautiful loving person she once was... and I pray, will be again.
She just had enough. I realize this. I did this too myself. She played her part, but I know that it only takes one to make a difference. The other will follow in due time. I should have been a better husband, better friend , a better lead. I tried to be, but did not have the right motivation for doing so. I have learned so much from the folks here.
had I done all the changes in my life back then for me, instead of for her, my sitch would be different.
Today, I have learned something about myself. I WILL BE JUST FINE BY MYSELF. I AM NOT AFRAID OF 2MORROW!
I AM NOT AFRAID OF 2MORROW!
I AM NOT AFRAID OF THE OUTCOME OF MY SITCH
I WILL REMAIN FOCUSED ON MY GOAL, W and RECONCILIATION...
But I will follow my Do's and Don't list from Sandi2 and go forward..
Still a pinch sad though....
I love who I have become.... when I am not feeling down.
This DB thing, Gal'ing, 180's and my IC, mens christian group, church and a few close friends has changed my world.
I am alone for the first time in my life at 43....
I will be OK. I am smiling right now.... Thank you all!
Me 43 / W 40 T 29 / M 15 S-18 11/4/09-ILYBINILWY 11/10/09-Separated 12/1/09-W admitted EA 12/5/09-W admitted PA 12/24/09 W say "I love you"
"A GOOD MARRIAGE IS NOT ONE WHERE PERFECTION REIGNS"
