Moving back in

[DDogs]

UPDATE:

Got home after being away Fri/sat nite for my run race sat. It was a great time out, running, socializing,,, even a bunch of 30/40 something people playing play station "Rock Band".. very much no pressure mindless no stress fun..

Drove back into town, cleaned out the remainder of my apt, and got home at 4pm.. Hugged kids, they were all happy to see me.. W forces a smile on her face and initiates conversation and asks how my race went. I explained a bit about what hashing runs were, not a typical run race (after I knew she had net searched for runs in the town I was going to, and also my Facebook page) and she seemed interested in what I have to say...

I think that the W seeing the pic of me and my f co-worker and searching the net for runs has knocked her a little bit off center, maybe a mini crisis,, hopefully just getting her to think/reflect.

I was nice, positive, pleasant, and definitely gave off the vibe that I am moving on with my life (GALing,, something W always pressed me to do more of), no gloating or rubbing W nose in anything,, just me being happy to doing things in my life..

W actually initiated conversation about her and S15 cooking yesterday (a BIG hobby of mine), and invited me to try some of her new spaghetti sauce.... she actually told me it probably needs garlic (something W rarely adds but I use a LOT of).

I'm just 180ing, As if'ing, staying positive and WATCHING for results/responses from W...

I'm hoping and praying that I can get us to a point where Retrovuaille is an option..I like how Lotus phrased it in another thread, paraphrasing, "There's a program for people like us, I think it would help"

If nothing else, I done things differently these past 4 days than I would have previously...looking for cheese in different tunnels..