One of the reasons I think I am getting the truth now is that my H has been very honest about his thoughts and feelings... almost too honest. I need to tell him sometimes it is too much, too painful for me to hear. He is honest that he is definitely done with her in his thoughts, but he does admit to missing her. And, I do understand that. He thought he was in love. Now, he looks at it, and can see it wasn't that at all. He is the one who has told me that. The longer he goes without contact, the more the fog seems to be lifting, and the more he is starting to see me with new eyes. I can see all of that happening. I am choosing to focus on that, but I know I still need to verify. And, I am doing that.
In the meantime, tried to take a nap while having the house to myself. No luck. I really do hope I can get back to regular sleep patterns soon, this has been going on since April and my body is just plain ol' exhausted!
But, now I am going to clean the house, which will make me feel better, and is one of H's LL's (AOS).
trying to find some motivation... too bad you can't buy that with a smokin' hot pair of shoes....lol
I really do hope I can get back to regular sleep patterns soon, this has been going on since April and my body is just plain ol' exhausted!
