Molly, Some of the symptoms could be MLC, but I personally think the man got cold feet about being married again. Whatever the reason, you need to let him go.
As for dating, you are a single woman are you not? Then go out and have some fun, hook up w/the gentleman that you've known for a very long time. You must might discover that the man you do not want to give up on isn't the only fish in the sea.
As for the runaway groom....let him go....if it was meant to be that you and he are to become one, God will determine if and win that will happen. In the meantime, live your life to the fullest.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
