feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Well I don't know why you give my husband so much credit. You guys forgetting he said, "it's not you it's me...I don't know if I wanna be married anymore?" speech last Monday night?

You are giving my H too much credit. He is BARELY here..wavering back and forth and being the SELFISH sob that he is...not caring about me or the kids in all of this.

Today he is just basically avoiding me. He has a big two week vacation coming up with his going on business with his possible ow. I don't have any proof but my gut tells me otherwise. It makes me ill to even consider it.

I am disgusted and want to call him on all his sh*t....though whatever is the attitude I must take right? GAL? like you don't know!

Two weeks I will party it up for a while he is gone and forget all of this for now. It's a MUST on my behalf. If I don't I'll sink. I'm so mad right now...I know it's a "feeling" right now but I am...pissed.

I'll need you guys these next coming weeks.

Luv