2009 off to a good start, I woke up to the first morning of the new year to find W already awake and sitting up in bed staring across the room. As I stirred I noticed she was stroking my shoulder and my head so I just lay in bed enjoying the moment.
Later we began to talk about various things, 2010, FIL, us, and W went on to say how she missed moments like this, us spending time together talking about us, everything , the world (WT massive F !!!!!).
Not wanting to kill the moment but I had to remind W that we get to these points where we are spending time together, talking and moving forward but something ( usually her) always manages to kill it off. W acknowledged this and said we should make it a priority in 2010 to make more time for each other. I agreed, but I’ve seen many false dawns,and I know it doesn’t take much to see her shoot off into her drama filled world, so not holding my breath on this. But 3 days into the new year and things are still feeling good and we’ve not had any crossed words, ( I’ve not been able to say this at the start of a new year for a long time),
Back to reality tomorrow, D8 back to school , W and I back to work, Ahhhhhhhh !!!!
