I found a sexual abuse support forum online to tide me over until I can see my IC and can get some face-to-face support. I'm waiting on the registration approval from the administrator; I'm not sure yet if it's the right place for me (the message boards are all private so I can't poke around just yet), but I'll give it a try- it couldn't hurt.
I'm also checking into Sex Addicts Anonymous- again, I'm not sure if it's the right place for me, but I'll try. I can't believe it's come down to this for me.
I'm calling the IC on Monday to see what I can arrange there. She might have some referrals or something for local groups. I'm not sure what angle to approach all this from.
I want to be furious at H- what the he!! did he do to me, and mad at myself for letting him... I feel nothing though.
I'll post the list of my positives shortly- I'm working on them.
