I don't deserve this, I really don't. I'm scared of being alone. SO STUPID.
No, you don't deserve the metric sh!t ton of crap she has inflicted on you, however, stop being scared of being alone. I'm alone with 4 kids, my oldest just turned 12 in December. So what? I have family and friends, and I am fine. My H was a part of my life, he wasn't my whole life.
